IN MEMORY OF A BROWN-EYED-SUSAN
September spreads
across the fields,
laying down
a patchwork of crops
ready for gathering,
clinging to the soil
for a lazy final
season in the sun
before the harvest
begins.
Fencerows and
country roads
define the seams
between
broad fields
of milo and corn,
and long expanses
of beans
still green,
but poised to change
overnight to
a shade of yellow
to rival the
sun.
Along every
country road,
next to every
weathered barn,
I see clusters
of brown-eyed-Susans
and remember
another September,
when the sky
was an impossible
shade of blue
and time stopped
while the world
watched in horror,
helpless, as
planes flew into the heart
of a peaceful
nation at slumber.
What was Susan
doing that day
on the ninety-ninth
floor of a tower
in Manhattan,
so far from home?
Why did that
brown-eyed beauty
from the Midwest
share her last smile
with strangers
before the planes hit?
Did they know
how rare and special
her spirit was?
How sunshine
sprang from
her gentle laughter?
Did anyone really
know the tragedy
which stalked
her that day?
Did her brilliant
dark eyes conceal
the recent death
of a young cousin
back home in
Illinois, or the untimely
demise of an
uncle years before?
Were any they
aware her father,
a war veteran
and firefighter,
also died before
his time,
in a tangle
of wreckage
at the crest
of a distant hill
one bitter cold
winter night?
Did they know
her dad was there
that terrible
morning in September,
unable to rescue
her, but waiting
to receive her
in his arms?
America mourns
the thousands
of lives extinguished
that day.
We vow that
none will be forgotten.
Their names
are spoken each year,
their stories
told, their pictures cherished,
and in homes
across the entire land,
where the fields
turn once again
to shades of
gold, we pause to pray
for those we
knew and loved,
and for strangers
caught in the storm
of heat and
fire and dust and noise,
people who should
not have died
beneath the
warm September skies.
When the prairies
bloom,
hundreds of
miles from New York City,
and the first
leaves drop each fall,
on fields in
Illinois where she was born,
I will think
of my friend, Susan,
that sweet,
brown eyed flower
who bloomed
brightly, but too briefly,
and I will always
ask why.